Hope.

Patiently wait for it. And still doing it.
There's still some hope. Even though it doesn't.
I can only dream about it. I can only think about it. But not experience it.
I still put my hope high in the sky. Even though I already fell a lot of time.

I really want it. I really do.
I really want to live as I wished and dreamt.
I really want to feel it. To see it. To believe it that it's happening.
I really do.

But...

All the effort.
All the patience.
All the time.
All the hope.
All of them.

Shattered into pieces by pieces . Slowly and painfully.

Desperate.
Dull.
Darkness.
Emptiness.
Sorrow.
Nothing.

I can only stay numb and silence.
Let the surrounding fill the emptiness with ambiance.

There's nothing more.
Only time will soon tell the secret.
The secret that I've been waiting.

Nobody will ever know.
Nobody......

Not even a person with a broken heart.
Not even a person with faithless hope.

Just no one. No one.


-=End=- 21:32 06/11/2014.



















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